Thursday, March 30, 2006

begging for death

memorable moments in the past few months

The garden expo with alicia (Oyster Creek
st. patricks day with cliff and chris brushett... finishing off a bottle of talisker
Violent Femmes at Sugarloaf
Visiting the foundry at thompson center
visiting papa and the cousins for the first time since nana died
Tyler's playoff game at brunswick
Weekend with ty and jack... tarp at the park
dinner with cliff, jess taylor, and gwynn making tabouli and braised savoy cabbage
roof dwelling with Jeremy
dance parties at Katie Schiers
Trip to Limestone and Cranberry Isles
Brit's return from Israel
Hanging with Eitan, holding sophia
weekends at jeremy labbe's (drinking and target practice, walks in the woods, skiing at gunstock)



every time i get really sick I tend to beg for death. When a sore throat gets so bad that each swallow seems to be a lesson on pain it's time for drugs or death for this boy. I had one such sore throat on sunday march 26.

Friday, March 03, 2006

http://www.maxvitality.net/node/355
a good story about the local push to get the oil tanks in south portland ME painted by local artists. South of Boston there is an oil storage tank that was painted rainbow colors in the 70's and It's a credit to the landscape... Kudo's to Sprague Energy for having this brain storm.

2006 has been interesting thus far.
quit my job of 3 years. boss sat me down and said.. I think you are burned out working here ... i said YAH you're right what the fuck am i doing here! And I left! Keeping my client list of course.

I am now just cruising, doing part time computer repair and technology consulting. It's been decent thus far. I get worried about making rent and bills but it's nice to be free of the dreaded 9-5.

Recurring events amd themes... drinking around maine and new hampshire, divorce, suicide, addictions, birth, death, new opportunities, wishing i was somewhere else but not able to because of money, thinking thats a stupid reason, ex girlfriends, 2.50$ gal/ gas, joel causing drunken madness, lying, stealing, hustling, building and fixing computers, driving the roads of maine, skiing, etc etc. yah thats the gist of it.